On the third day of Christmas, my true love gave to me security. Your home is were you feel most safe, a place of serenity and coziness. We had a great discussion this evening, wont get into details, but he shared with me how important my safety was to him. I'm best thought of as a bunny, so docile yet I can be very paranoid at times. James has never crossed his boundaries, he continues to look out for me and still treat me like a lady. For example, while walking through the parking lot tonight (I do this enough now he doesn't have to grab me and move me) I walk on his left side and a car drives up on the right. I have never had anyone do something like, so as you can imagine, our first date to the Tacoma Dome was hilarious!
He always reassures me he will always do his best to protect me, and he has actually been teaching me new things on how to protect myself if he's too far away. As paranoid as I started out, he has helped me come to peace with myself and any possible situations (I worry about everything, this isn't an exaggeration) that may occur. As I have my suspicions with on how December of 2012 may play out, I know he's right there always.
What an amazing feeling!
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