On the third day of Christmas, my true love gave to me security. Your home is were you feel most safe, a place of serenity and coziness. We had a great discussion this evening, wont get into details, but he shared with me how important my safety was to him. I'm best thought of as a bunny, so docile yet I can be very paranoid at times. James has never crossed his boundaries, he continues to look out for me and still treat me like a lady. For example, while walking through the parking lot tonight (I do this enough now he doesn't have to grab me and move me) I walk on his left side and a car drives up on the right. I have never had anyone do something like, so as you can imagine, our first date to the Tacoma Dome was hilarious!
He always reassures me he will always do his best to protect me, and he has actually been teaching me new things on how to protect myself if he's too far away. As paranoid as I started out, he has helped me come to peace with myself and any possible situations (I worry about everything, this isn't an exaggeration) that may occur. As I have my suspicions with on how December of 2012 may play out, I know he's right there always.
What an amazing feeling!
Saturday, December 3, 2011
I hear my cellphone ring-a-ling!
On the second day of Christmas, my true love gave to me 2 calls on his lunch break. I remember all the way back to when we first started dating, we talked all the time! We would stay up late talking on the phone, next morning we would text each other all the way up to lunch and he would always call me around noon (I tried to schedule my breaks at that time). Now, we see each other daily but he still always checks in around noon to see how my morning has been. I know that when I always have a rough morning, I start to consistently check my phone to see what time it is and if he's called, he always says the right thing to put me on the right path.
I usually lay down on the couch and play with my hair when we talk, like a giddy school girl. I always ask him how waking up was (sometimes I will say funny things to him while I'm still asleep when he says goodbye), how the drive to work was, and how work is going so far (if work has been awful, means I make a super big dinner to cheer him up when he gets home).
I love it when he calls anytime of the day, sometimes more than once, because it means he's thinking of me.
I usually lay down on the couch and play with my hair when we talk, like a giddy school girl. I always ask him how waking up was (sometimes I will say funny things to him while I'm still asleep when he says goodbye), how the drive to work was, and how work is going so far (if work has been awful, means I make a super big dinner to cheer him up when he gets home).
I love it when he calls anytime of the day, sometimes more than once, because it means he's thinking of me.
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